Too much is in a state of flux at the moment for me to accurately convey my present mental geography, so I’ll just lean on allusions for the moment. It’s a pretty little shame, too. The minutiae of obstacles are rather kaleidoscopic and downright hypnotic. If I didn’t know better, I’d think I wasn’t making progress. (Don’t worry about it. I do know better.)
School’s really been a bore lately. I have tried to make myself more available to some of the available opportunities. Somewhere along the way I think I forgot that bureaucracy is a self-imposed prison that’s most frequently bred of ignorance and selfishness. It’s the most unfortunate biproduct of our best intentions. We are so alarmingly shortsighted. All things considered, I’m truly surprised that more of us don’t make the 11 o’clock news.
I think that much of what’s been going on lately in my own privately little corner of mortality is simply serving to remind me of larger, broader, and deeper meanings. It really can’t be helped. I am a Morloch being assimilated into the land of the Eloi. We all are.
