Reviewing Widgets

I don’t want to sell widgets that no one needs to people that don’t want them. I don’t want to build a good life for myself by compromising the happiness of others.
I want to have more faith in, listen closer to, and be guided by a highest sense of right. I want to know something real.
I have been difficult. I really don’t have much to show for the good decisions I’ve made, and there’s no end to the claims of bad I stand accused of. I guess there are not a lot of people that can understand what I hope for. And that’s OK, ’cause all too often I’m not exactly sure myself.
The thoughts that are coming to me now have me studying with an increased degree of involvement. I feel directed. Somewhat detached. And hopeful.